day dream disassociation
Lately it feels like I’m walking through a dream world.
It’s as if the world around me isn’t real, like I’m sleep walking but I’m fully awake.
Is this disassociation from a life on repeat? Wake up, brush teeth, read, have coffee, take a shit, take a shower, do work, walk the dog, eat lunch, do work, ride the bike, read the news, make dinner, watch shows, go to sleep. Repeat.
Makes me think of that quote from Christopher “Alexander Supertramp” McCandless.
"The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun".
Maybe I need more of that adventure. Or maybe I need a hobby. Or maybe this is just life.
But then how do you pop out of this day dream and really feel your everyday living? How can life become more tangible?